Wow it’s been quite some time since I’ve blogged. Ahh, life’s been crazy. It’s been a mostly good crazy when I think about how productive my summer has been…but then I think about how my relationship with God has been throughout the summer…and I’m disappointed.
Because of my favorite subject…math, I seem to look at things that way. (Don’t judge! haha) I looked at the “graph of my relationship with God.” From December – March it kept going up!…then in April, May, and especially summer…the line has fallen short – too short. I barely make time for talking to God. To be honest, the cause of the decrease in the graph is laziness. I have plenty of time…I just have other things I want to put my energy towards.
Have you ever had a friend that you hang out with when there’s no one else? That’s always the worst feeling… doing it and having it done to you. Either way, I feel like a lot of times we do that with God. When we’re in times of trial, we always look up to God, but when we have nothing big to worry about, we take for granted all the blessings He’s bestowed upon us. This makes me feel guilty. Unbearably guilty.
I’m trying to push the laziness away. I can’t let this hinder my relationship with God. I need to keep trying. Keep my eyes open, and just get a big hug from God. I’m gonna take it one step at a time.
“Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.” -John 12:26 NIV